Monday, May 7, 2012

PADDON Final Thoughts & Roy


Anakena Paddon
SOC 400 Final Post

            It was clear from the very first few sentences why the Arundhati Roy text was chosen for our last reading of the semester. Roy, speaking about India, talks about the country encapsulating “progress and regress simultaneously […] adding a few centuries on to either end of our extraordinary CV.” To me, this clear tension between the “schizophrenic nature” of trying to find one’s place in a world of “modernity” and a world of “tradition” is what we’ve been talking and arguing about all semester.
            Roy gets into a debate with herself about her role as a “writer-activist”, as she has been dubbed after working on non-fiction and fiction books. The moral and ethical questions she asks herself seem to me to be relevant to any person with any form of privilege – not just authors. She seems to struggle with the burden of the responsibility she feels is hers because of her literacy, the scope of her reach due to her “success” and she struggles to balance out her micro role as a single human being with the macro world around her. As Roy says, “there’s no innocence. Either way, you’re accountable,” and I think this applies/should apply to all.
            As she states so clearly, the power struggles in the heart of India are merely a representation of those that take place in the world. The tension between drastic change and the maintenance of a status quo, the tension between rich and poor and how to fill the ever-increasing gap between the two, the tension between education and illiteracy…. All these are themes we have discussed in depth repeatedly over the course of this semester.
            What I appreciate about Roy but what also irks me is that, once again, I find myself asking, “yeah, but where is this conversation leading to?” How many times did our conversations go off onto (very interesting and thought-provoking) conversational tangents without reaching a concrete, finite point? I suppose my personality type wants to find “the answer”, the “finish line” at the end of the debate, and by nature, a conversation about globalization and progress cannot give one.
            I think the first time I really became frustrated with what seemed like an unsatisfying format of class arguments/discussions was during the week on Economic Globalization. Here was a topic (sweatshops, factories) that we have all heard and talked about multiple times but what is always left is both a feeling of guilt and of powerlessness – in the grand scheme of things, what can any one individual do to alter the lives of women in Mexico or children in southeast Asia? And this section brought to light some of the more subtle clashes of interest… we take sweatshops to be the emblem of all globalization evil and then suddenly we are faced with factory workers who need and demand the maintenance of these factories, because how else are they supposed to make a living?
            I was almost dizzy with frustration, confusion and trying to sort out my thoughts after that class. I have since then tried to accept that what we do in class does not require a polished, final answer. Our conversations have definitely been fruitful, challenging and some of the most interesting of my college career (I took this class purely out of interest, having completed both of my major requirements and I am so glad that I did). I feel like I can still talk circles around myself (and probably others) on the topic of the ins and outs of globalization. It’s daunting and a bit scary to fathom how many layers this topic has and how to approach any and each of them. Since I cannot myself find a way to reach an “answer” or a “concluding point”, I suppose the best way to go about facing the topic of globalization is to continue having intelligent conversations about it; to continue challenging ourselves to learn more, become more aware and are more. Easier said than done, but I hope that this course and the wealth of readings we’ve discovered have given us the toolbox to go out into this big ol’ scary world and make some positive impact.


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